Soy un arlequín

I am a harlequin,
a harlequin who sings and dances
to hide
his heart full of sorrow.
I was nailed to the cross
your Magdalena's leaflet
because I dreamed
that I was Jesus and saved you.
I was deceived by your voice,
your repentant weeping without forgiveness
You were a woman... I thought of my mother
and I was nailed!
I lived in your love a hope
the useless longing for your salvation.
Forgive me if I was good!
If I only know how to suffer.
If I have lived amidst laughter
for wanting to redeem you.
How much pain that makes you laugh!